Just Spewing Thoughts.

12:42 AM.
Exam? 8:30 AM.

I know I need to sleep, especially because I didn't get much last night.
In fact, almost every night this past 5 days, I haven't.
Could it be stress?
Maybe.

Whatever it is, it is perhaps because I have so much on my mind right now that I cannot get on and concentrate on anything.
So I'm spewing them.

Thought one:
Raw Veganism.
How long will it take for me to get accustomed to this diet, fully?
I thoroughly enjoy it, however, am still addicted to table sugar- which, makes me feel ill everytime I consume something of that kind.
Anything 'refined', actually.
Wheat. Sugar.
all that jazz.
So why do I keep consuming them 'foods'?
Habit.
How frustrating. Break the sugar addiction now, myself!

Thought two:
Will I actually pass my courses?
Will it be the first time I fail anything in my life?
Will I do as well as I want to in courses?
Will I be a failure?
Why am I hanging out with people who doesn't care about marks?
Why am I hanging out with people who doesn't have the same opinion as myself?
Why?

Thought three:
I want to sing.
Sing.
NOW.
Loud.
Free.
Open.
On stage-
and dance.
Sing.

Thought four:
Why can't I sleep?

xx
AJ